Erin and Grammy

Well on with the good news first i am sooo happy julie ha her baby hes seems absolutaly adorable in your e-mail.Is he really blond?If sooo i feel really bad dad always calls me blond even though he knows im really not but now he has a nephew that really is blond ouch poor kid better run when my dad sees him JUST JOKING!!!LOL!!!!he seems small but adorable!!!!!!!!!!!When is kirsten gonna have her baby,is it soon?I hope so.Did the docters say what gender they thought it was gonna be?Well then here for the bad news.......I have found out that we cant go to wyoming that we are just going to utah to camp.That is a bummer I was really looking foward to coming he says it is a bad timing that wwe have to wait tilll caydin is a little bit older.plus he hasnt stopped the biting thing snd he is just as a stinker and nois maker as he ever was OI THAT BOY......i did get your other e-mail too and dad also told us bout the call he got we are all so sorry to hear such news.We hope you will be okay.And the loss we know is a great deal for you as you described in your e-mails they both were verey dear to you.But in times like these it is okay to cry it is okay to to yell and scream and it is totally okay to let depression get in your life.But it is also and always important to thing about good things so that the sadness and all does go away.All you do is  have to remember that even though these thins come and go we still have eachother and that it is best to move on.I know i do not help but at least i can try to speak truth in my own words. We hope you know we all are there for you.on days you want to cry cry on days ou wnt to screan yell and kick then scream yell and kick noone is stopping you.Just plz always evetually let love into your heart on the darkests moments you can and make it the best time you can.well back to some more good news ummmmmmm........lets see........Orchestra is big and grand though we dont get to have a spring concert sucks its totally okay with me.Towmorow i have to take me instruments back tthough.Today all the patroles including me got to go outside and we got to teach the kindergardeners how to jump rope it was fun though we asked all the kids in english if anyone only talked spanish all of them shook there heads.but at the end we were trying to get this one little girl to jump but she didnt even answere us later though we found out from one of her friends she only speaks spanish that was a really big SHOCKER!!!!!!!KIDS OH KIDS WHAT DO WE DO WITH KIDS!Counsellign is going great  my counselore is a boy though SHOCKER!!!!!!!Plus he wants me to start with truama therepy I don't know what to do abput that one.OH and mom is finally letting me read an adult book it really isnt that bad though i think it really is interesting there really isnt blood or anything like that in it and hardly any cussing either wich is a really good thing!We all love you and hope that you will be okay we all are thinking about you too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Erin Lanora Trauntvein!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S.Rachel is totally right listen to her im sher shell cheer you up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Myrna wrote: We are here in Ohio. Michael just graduated from high school. He had a 4.3 grade point average and won a scholarship. Next we go to Boston to see Ben graduate and then we go home. We will be home on June 6.

I only cried and did not need to kick and scream. I was so sorry that Garth was in so much pain that I could not wish he would live longer. I will miss him but it will be OK. I will see him again.

I am proud of all the good things you are doing in school. I am also happy that your therapist is helping you. Always remember that there are a lot of people who love you and always remember that Heavenly Father loves you. Gramps loves you. I love you.

I will write more to you later.