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Friday, December 5, 2008

David Tells About Dad's Heart Attack

From: David

When dad had his heart attack we were carrying logs up the hill in a contest against other troops. Dad being dad, he was bound and determined we were going to win. So after we hussled up the hill and finished dad said he wasn't feeling well.
 
He went over to the van to lay down. I knew something wasn't right so I went to check on him. He was laying underneath the van in the shade, which strook me as odd. His behavior was a little strange and I told him we needed to leave. He was a little hesitant at first, but then he suddenly decided that something was seriously wrong. I ran and got the other scouts as fast as I could and we piled in the van and dad drove to the hospital.
 
I kept asking if he was alright because I could tell he was in pain and his left arm was numb. The other scouts were confused because neither of us told them what was happening. We stopped at the hospital and dad ran inside. I then drove the other scouts home, being the excellent driver at the age of 14, and went to find mom and julie.
 
After that I draw a blank. I think julie and I drove to UVRMC and mom went with dad. I am also trying to remember who took me to buy a new cassette tape for my walkman.

Happy Birthday Hailey!

I am hoping that Todd or Amy will post a birthday photo of our little princess on this site. At any rate, here is wishing our little granddaughter a happy, happy day.

Here is one for you Myrna. Enjoy everyone! For a little more info and pics, head to our blog.

Gordon Smith's Poem--Handprints Upon My Heart


Gordon wrote: Hi Myrna,

I have decided to let you read one of my poems.  I'm worried about doing it, but here it is.

During conference President Monson talked about fingerprints on polished surfaces.  He said that someday we would miss those fingerprints.

I couldn't stop thinking about that message in his talk, and what it meant.  Therefore, I wrote the following poem.  I sent him a copy.  I told him he had inspired me to write it with his talk.  He sent a message back saying he was touched by it.

I hope it is something you will enjoy.

I hope you can open the attachment.

Love,

Gordon

 Myrna wrote: I would have loved to have read the poem. I cannot open wps files. I tried but I am not able to load an application that will let me do it. I have a Mac and none of the supports was friendly. I can usually open doc. files and can always open pdf files.

I have no idea why you would be worried about me reading one of your poems. I am not a critic and, besides that, I think you have a great educational background. That would help you be articulate. On the other hand, I am a newspaper hack (journalist is the polite term). The reason that I send some of the English grammar items out is that my children are the kind who do correct one another. I send out those items because they put an end to some particular controversy blowing around in my family. They love each other but, at times, cannot wait to pounce on one another. You should try playing a board game at this house. I have a competitive family. I am not certain why. Perhaps you have some idea? Don't tell me it is in my genes.

Love, M

Gordon wrote: Hi Myrna,

I highlighted the poem and transferred it here.  I have the poem single spaced with double spaces

between each four lines.  I also have it in two columns on one page.  However,  when I transferred it,

it double spaced it all into one long column.  Oh well, you can still read it.  Sorry!  I didn't know what

else to do.  I could have just typed it in the email.  However, I don't know how to set up two columns

in the email format.

Love,

Gordon



Handprints Upon My Heart

I had finished cleaning the house,

and had sat down to relax.

When he came bounding through the door,

leaving ugly muddy tracks.

He was not just any boy,

he was mine, of my flesh and blood.

But there across my bright clean floor,

he had left a trail of mud.

I screamed so loud he stopped right still,

then he turned to look at me.

Looking as I pointed at the floor,

“I’ll clean that up” said he.

Then off he ran to get some toy,

so a friend and he could play.

When he got back, he found a bucket,

which was blocking his way.

Looking sad, he picked up the rag

from the bucket I had there.

Squeezing soapy water from the rag,

he gave a pleading stare.

“You made this mess. You will clean it up.”

was my angry reply.

On his knees, as he spread the mud,

he said, “Mother I will try.”

While I watched him try his best,

slowly anger melted away.

Then I took the rag, told him thanks,

and said, “Now you run and play.”

I found I had what all mothers have,

it’s called a mother’s curse.

Let him help you, then do it yourself ,

before he makes it worse.

I cleaned up the mud around me,

I stood up to look for more.

I found no mud until looking up,

found handprints on the door.

The prints made by his muddy hands

were as plain as they could be.

I was angry again, then I thought,

at least he’s here to see.

I wiped off the mud, then looked out

the window to watch him play.

Thinking to myself, how wonderful,

that he’s with me today.

There were many more times when I found

handprints upon my door.

That still disturbed me, but anger soon left,

as it had before.

For, without children and their handprints,

a house is not a home.

Too soon those handprints, and their maker,

had left me all alone.

I now stare out of the window, and look

where he used to play.

And wish for some handprints to clean up

upon the door that day.

I’m thankful he’s not far away,

and often comes to see me.

He, and his own sweet wife,

are starting their own family tree.

And soon I will have grandchildren,

who will come to do their part,

Making handprints upon my door,

and handprints upon my heart.



--Gordon F. Smith--

November 4, 2008

To my wife, who is my sweetheart, for putting up with me, all of our sons and daughters, and a lifetime of taking care of our needs. In return, she gave us love.
     

Just a Poem Written by Gordon Smith


From: Gordon Smith
Date: Fri, 5 Dec 2008 13:25:23 -0700

Hi Myrna,
I highlighted the poem and transferred it here.  I have the poem single spaced with double spaces between each four lines.  I also have it in two columns on one page.  However,  when I transferred it, it double spaced it all into one long column.  Oh well, you can still read it.  Sorry!  I didn't know what else to do.  I could have just typed it in the email.  However, I don't know how to set up two columns in the email format.
Love,
Gordon

Handprints Upon My Heart 
I had finished cleaning the house,
and had sat down to relax.
When he came bounding through the door,
leaving ugly muddy tracks.
He was not just any boy, 
he was mine, of my flesh and blood.
But there across my bright clean floor,
he had left a trail of mud.
I screamed so loud he stopped right still,
then he turned to look at me.
Looking as I pointed at the floor,
“I’ll clean that up” said he.
Then off he ran to get some toy,
so a friend and he could play.
When he got back, he found a bucket, 
which was blocking his way.
Looking sad, he picked up the rag 
from the bucket I had there.
Squeezing soapy water from the rag,
he gave a pleading stare.
“You made this mess. You will clean it up.”
was my angry reply.
On his knees, as he spread the mud,
he said, “Mother I will try.”
While I watched him try his best,
slowly anger melted away.
Then I took the rag, told him thanks,
and said, “Now you run and play.”
I found I had what all mothers have,
it’s called a mother’s curse.
Let him help you, then do it yourself ,
before he makes it worse.
I cleaned up the mud around me,
I stood up to look for more.
I found no mud until looking up,
found handprints on the door.
The prints made by his muddy hands
were as plain as they could be.
I was angry again, then I thought,
at least he’s here to see.
I wiped off the mud, then looked out
the window to watch him play.
Thinking to myself, how wonderful,
that he’s with me today.
There were many more times when I found
handprints upon my door.
That still disturbed me, but anger soon left, 
as it had before.
For, without children and their handprints, 
a house is not a home.
Too soon those handprints, and their maker,
had left me all alone.
I now stare out of the window, and look 
where he used to play.
And wish for some handprints to clean up
upon the door that day.
I’m thankful he’s not far away,
and often comes to see me.
He, and his own sweet wife, 
are starting their own family tree.
And soon I will have grandchildren,
who will come to do their part,
Making handprints upon my door,
and handprints upon my heart.

--Gordon F. Smith--
November 4, 2008
To my wife, who is my sweetheart, for putting up with me, all of our sons and daughters, and a lifetime of taking care of our needs. In return, she gave us love.

From Myrna:
How beautiful! You have a gift. You really should share that gift more. I still have tears in my eyes. Thanks, Myrna

Early a.m. phone call from ?‏


Myrna wrote: We were waked up this morning by a 6 a.m. phone call from an inmate from somewhere. Dad thought it sounded like a familiar voice but he dropped the phone and cut off the call. A quick call to several of you and we realized that you were all home--some just getting up, some in bed--and all of you were safe and sound. The phone would not let us recall the number (which had started to go into the answering machine). It was one of those numbers that comes up as "unknown." Strange. The beginning of the message said: "This is a call from inmate. . ." Then it went blank because Dad picked up the phone at that point. At any rate, some poor soul used his one phone call to call the wrong number. So no more worries about any of you having too many unpaid speeding tickets and speeding to work one more time. Rational thought soon emerged and we realized that NONE of you would be speeding to work at that time in the morning. (Hopefully, NONE of you would be speeding to work period. Those were the days of your youth, right?) SIGH! What a relief. At any rate, apologies are in order. Thanks for being such great kids and making it so that we don't have to be worried about an "inmate" call. Now it is your turn. When you get an early a.m. call from a nursing home, well, it just may be one of us. He, he, he, hah.

Love, M


Todd wrote: I love the way that you assume we all get speeding tickets AND don't pay for them. Your 6am is my 8am. It was me calling, I just now got to work. I didn't want Amy to know about the tickets, because she would just let me sit there.

By the way. I'm lying. Some poor sap is sitting in jail right now thinking they finally pushed the limits with their dad because he hung up on them. I hope they like the programs in jail.

LOL.

David wrote: Don't feel bad, we all know who mom and dad called to check on first. :-)


Todd wrote: Well, Amy told me they called, but she said I had gone to work already.

Kirsten wrote: I was wondering why I got that 5:30 call... must have been nice to
sleep in, Dave!!! :D

So, is this new email? dvein79@gmail.com?


Shawn wrote: Well, I finally got home. What a long day. Kimberly was so mad when the police hauled me off that I knew that was hopeless. I got one call, so I
called home and was hung up on. Thanks a lot. I have a new friend Bubba by
the way. I can't believe they kept my truck.


Myrna wrote: And here all the time I thought it was Bubba who called. The funny, or not funny thing is, that AnnMarie had sent three people to prison just the day before. Be glad you are not in her courtroom.

Todd wrote: It's a good thing BYU already did your background check. Good luck with that ecclesiastical endorsement in January.


Siovhan wrote: Well ... Grandpa always complains I never call.
...In my defense, it was only 5:30 my time.


Myrna wrote: We started with Jim because he was on his way to California with the bees. We were afraid there had been some horrible wreak (again). Now before you all jump to conclusions, we weren't really thinking about the "inmate" part of the thing as much as we were thinking about the being at the jail because of some awful accident. Love, M


Todd wrote: Well then.  When Jim is driving to California to work the bees, there just might be a horrible “wreak”, but in the business that bee-go is required.

Myrna wrote: David, we are glad you finally have an e-mail address again.

You know, Siovhan, you do have a point. Grandpa does complain that no one returns his calls. He doesn't like his calls returned when you all get around to it. He wants them returned yesterday.

Hey, Eric, why haven't you weighed in? AnnMarie is quiet and so is Kirsten. I have already heard, via phone call, from Julie. Shawn was having his own problems that day. He missed a half day of work because he was sick.

As for the early morning comments--the situation just gets worse and worse. I am sorry I mentioned it. I just wanted you to know that we love you all and we still worry when we get those early morning calls. (By the way, Dad has had a devil of a time paying his MO speeding ticket. So, Todd, perhaps you have been trying to pay a speeding ticket and couldn't. Only the jailers didn't know that. Dad has been trying to pay his ticket since we visited David. MO has no record of it so far. "It takes time for these things to show up in the system." So we were, at least, able to buy the 4-wheeler insurance before it showed up. I assume it will show up, right? Dad couldn't be that lucky.)

As for the concern, there is no rationalization to it, it just is. I am running up to Mom T. when I meet her on the other side and apologizing for wondering why on earth she would think some of the things she did and worry about some of the things she did. She called us all early a few times to check on us because she had similar circumstances. Once it was just a bad dream that seemed too real. I am old now, also, and I know what she was talking about.

"The worms crawl in, the worms crawl out,
The worms play pinochle on your snout.
They eat your eyes, they eat your nose,
They eat the jelly between your toes."

That's why I'd rather be seen than viewed.

We have been worrying about Auntie Eva so, had it been a call from Auntie Helen, we would have had a whole other set of issues.
Love, M


Myrna wrote: Sorry, I have heard from Kirsten. I take that back. So only Eric has to respond.

Love, M













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