E-Mail for Ann Olsen

Hi Myrna,

My e-mail address is olsenann@cox.net. in October Cox Communications bought out Cable America, so since then I have been using olsenann@cox.net.

Hope all is well with you and your family! I am actually up in Springfield OR until the middle of June. Rachelle has been in the hospital for a week and will probably continue there for a week or two. I'm staying with Kevin & my granddaughters, Kelsae (15) and Hayley (9). Rachelle is beginning to improve so the whole family is very thankful. 

Thanks for trying to reach me. I can access my e-mail here at Rachelle's. 

I'm well, busy helping out here as best I can. I am so glad I can visit Rachelle and give her lots of encouragement and emotional support as well as spending time with Kevin and the girls.

Looking forward to hearing from you!

Love to all, Ann

Earlier

I finally took a closer look at the slides and found half of them have a stamp from Kodak that says Sept 1973. So those pictures must have been taken during the summer of 1973. I didn't write in my journal at that time.

The pictures with the following numbers were 1973
45, 46, 47, 48, 50, 51, 53, 54 (I sent 45, 46, 47, 48)

The ones from 1976 were
41, 42, 43, 44, 100, 102, 103, 107 (I sent 43, 44)

I had the slides all jumbled up in a box before I scanned them and I just numbered them as I was scanning them. 

Donnette

Smith Family Reunion 1976

45 - Karen, Barbara, Myrna, ... ?, Fred
46 Herbert, Raymond, Pearle, Myrna

Fun. From Donnette Smith

Smith Reunion Photos

Donnette wrote: I just found about a dozen slides taken 24 Apr 1976 at a Smith family
reunion here in Provo. I'll send maybe one or two a day and if I don't have the names right let me know.

43 Eva Jane Bjornson and her husband Leon holding granddaughter, with Virginia Brown in red suit. 24 Apr 1976 

45 Pearle Smith, Harold Smith, Fred Smith at the Smith family reunion at a Provo park 24 Apr 1976

Love, Donnette

Back Home

LHT has sorely tried the skills of Jared (our son-in-law) and his dental genius. He has had one root canal and will have to have more work done. I also have some work that needs doing. We have not been doing really well at the annual dental checks and so we have a few problems, each of us. We will try and get back there soon so that the work can be done. I think that instead of Jared doing the work free he should double-charge. It was not easy work. Anyway, we are back in Nephi and Jared, Kirsten and children are back to normal since the house guests who had to be taken back at forth to the dental clinic have returned home. Love, M

Hi From Barbara

Just got some interesting news. David talked to Bree this last week. They aren’t letting me talk to her or the kids. I can’t go to the house with David to pick up the kids, which means they won’t let me have them.  

David isn’t telling me anything.

I’m not coming up there this weekend. 

Joke from Uncle Charles

Joke: A lady moved to Seattle and it was raining the day she got there, and it rained steady for a week. She stepped out on the balcony one day, and saw a young boy below."Hey kid, she hollered, does it ever stop raining around here?" The kid hollered back "How would I know. I'm only six years old."  

Siovhan and Conference

Siovhan wrote: I have conference tickets for both afternoon sessions, so I don't know if I'll be back down to Provo at the start of our bi-annual outing, but I'd love to come if that's okay. I really want to see you all and hang out with all the family that's in town. Just let me know where and when--and heads up, if I'm at work or don't have service on my phone it doesn't tell me I've missed calls unless you leave a message, so please leave a message. 

I love you,

Siovhan
 
      B 
love me. ortiz me.

Myrna wrote: We are going to meet at AnnMarie's on Saturday evening, somewhere around 5:30 p.m. We will order in pizza (Brick Oven, if I have my way) and will visit. Hope to see you there. We are meeting at my house on Sunday. As you know, Kirsten and family are here.


Right now, my other e-mail won't send so I am hoping this gets through.


Lots of love, Grammy

To and From Barbara

Barbara wrote: Not much is going on.  Bree and David don’t share much unless there is a crises.  Bree called on Mon or Tue, and Erin was in a real panic, didn’t want to go to school, didn’t want to stay there, wanted Grandma and Dad.  Bree was ready to leave, hates it, doesn’t understand all the rules.  Donovin is doing just fine. 
 
Erin was OK the next morning.  But it broke my heart – again!
 
Sounds just like where Bree needs to be.  They took away her caffeine, which has got to be really killing her.  She has to get up at 6:30 am and take care of the kids and get ready for the day, that has to be killing her.  And they make her work out for 45 minutes.  Which really, really has to be killing her.  Then, she gets to go to several hours of counseling, private and group.
 
For the first time in her life she is totally subject to a schedule.  Once she gets used to it, she is going to love it. 
 
I am really worried though, Myrna.  This program is a 5-6 month program.  They are going to try to cram it all into 3 months.  I feel like we have just set ourselves up again.  I do not want her out at the end of 90 days if she isn’t ready.  And that is what they are talking about doing. 
 
If you are not in the legal system, if you are not rich, you don’t get treatment.  That is the way this country is.  
 
Can you talk to AnnMarie about this, and find out exactly what the plans are?  I have left several messages but they don’t call me back.  David has a “don’t need to know, don’t ask” attitude.  I have brought it up several times and he just ignores it. 
 
I wish I wasn’t in the middle of this, but she is my only child, they drug me into it kicking and screaming 5 years ago, and now here I am, and everyone wants to just pretend like I’m not here. 
 
Ok well. 

Thanks for your help.  Barbara  

Myrna wrote: If she needs more time, somehow we will all work it out. Let's see how well she does. Maybe we will have a well Bree. If we don't, then we will deal with getting her what time she needs. She didn't last three months the last time. Three months is the goal, for now. Then we will see what the counselors think. This is one of those patient times when we just need to take it a day at a time.
 
Sometimes I think Erin is just worried about all the people she loves. She doesn't know how to be everything to everyone at the same time. She feels guilty being with her mom because she worries about you and David missing her. I have noticed that when she is here sometimes. I tell her it is OK, that you all know she loves you and that I am glad I get to spend some time with her. She is then OK. She is just certain that you are all missing her too much and are too sad. If she came home, she would then feel that way about her mom. We just need to give her permission to be a child and to not have to have adult concerns. Been there, done that. I always worried about my grandmother when I wasn't there because I knew she was alone. She finally told me that, when I was gone visiting family, she was OK. She just got some work done that she couldn't get to with me there. It was OK to have fun and to know she would be there when I got back and she would still love me and I would still love her.
 
Love, M
 
Barbara wrote: I’m just voicing my concerns Myrna.  Nothing really does have to be done right now. 
 
It is not a matter of setting a goal.  The counselors told us they were going to try to cram the full program (five months worth) into 3 months.  They told David that again on the phone.  That is what I am worried about.  That she will feel like she has to get all of it as quickly as possible and won’t be able to just relax and take the information as it comes. 
 
In other words, they are putting a tremendous amount of pressure and stress on her and that is when she bolts.  Or just shuts down.  She is dealing with enough with the kids there and just trying to control the depression and the addiction.    I would love it if all she had to worry about right now was the kids, and keeping herself there that day.  She wants to leave really bad right now.  She won’t, but she wants to.   She knows the program is a five month program, but for some reason she only gets the 90 days.  Somehow Bree always ends up “special” somehow.  It is not a “good” special.  I don’t think she should be in that sort of situation, not now.
 
I know Erin is feeling like she has to be brave.  I also know she is very scared.  I can hear it in her voice.  I hope they get her to talk about it.  I don’t think she is worried about us.  She is worried about being alone with Mom.  I hate to say that, but it is true.  I also know that that will pass with time.    
 
Anyway, I can’t do anything but wait. 
 
Barb  

Myrna wrote: AnnMarie is looking into it. She is going to need a week to get it all done, however. She is prosecuting a rape of a child case and the guy who did the deed is trying to bargain for a light sentence. She is hoping to go to a jury. She has also been really, really sick. She was too sick to go to the pre-trail meeting and her boss had to fill in for her. She developed a major sinus infection and cannot take an antibiotic because she has a horrible vaginal yeast infection. As a result, she has no voice. Drat!  The doctor is treating her sinus infection with OTC drugs. Love, M  

Barbara wrote: It is OK.  I have contacted all of the directors for the entire program with this issue.  I got a response from Lisa Heaton today, and she is going to call me later on.  I feel bad for AnnMarie.  I know how bad she must feel.  I got a yeast infection from the antibiotic for the strep.  I quite taking it because the infection was so bad.  I am keeping my fingers crossed that I took it long enough.  I feel fine.  But, I know how she feels.
 
I do not know why I feel so strongly about this.  David told me I needed to take a major chill pill and see what happens.  But, I really believe that this is part of the reason why she wants to leave.  Why bother if she isn’t going to get what she really needs??  So I do have this sense of urgency. 
 
Love ya, B

Myrna wrote: Barbara, I love you. The women in this program are all in Bree's financial status. That is one of the reasons the program was set up. It was set up for middle-class (and poorer) women with children. It is not for rich people. She should have all the same time as most of the women. Jared Eldridge, the county attorney, said that if she needed more time after the 90-day program, then she would get it. We will work it out but all of the women are being treated the same. All of them are having the same rigorous program which is designed to make them think of their bodies and their children in a more healthy light. That is the way it is set up. She will be taught not to think of just herself and what she thinks she needs and wants but what others need and want, as well. We cannot enable her to fail. She needs us all to be strong! She needs us to love her and give her the space to succeed. She will still need us. She will still love us but in a healthy way. 

My other e-mail is not sending today. It is receiving but not sending. I decided to try this one.

Love, Myrna

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